what the fuck is wrong with me
losing all sense of empathy
im allowing you to destroy me from inside
logic and emotion beggining to colide

You were my role model I wanted to be just like you and I still do
She was my angel
She was my rescuer
She was my rock

I needed your love, you didnt give it to me
I neede a role model you couldn't give it to me
I found love in the place i never thought of
I hope you regret the mistakes you made

Once upon a memory,

you told me you loved me.

You were the strongest person in the whole world.

My hero.

Your hands would hold mine,

There was an ANGEL, beautiful and free
masking few tears which no man could see
running with danger but always in front
never anticipating to crash as a stunt

staring blankly into space
scared to think bout what i have to face
my thoughts are in a hurricane
cant find hope, block out the pain

There is a girl
sitting alone in a room,
waiting on someone to save her,
to help her make it through

Life's like a wave of splashing water
That comes and goes so quickly
so no-one could be aware after
It's a hurricane of life