A blow to the face, with a burning candlestick.
Feels like a rip to my heart.
I love you oh so much, if you just treat me with the slightest bit of humanity.
A person can only take so much pain, and suffering.
I’m in a dark hole, and it’s sucking me in deeper, and deeper.
I see this cliff; I see how far the ground is.
I see how close I am to ending all the pain, and all the suffering.
Not only my pain but the pain I have seemed to put upon others.
Do my tears make you happy? And my fears make you strong?
I hope they do. Because when I cry, I feel weak. When I’m scared I feel small.
Your nothing but evil.
I need my own time. I need to get to know who I am again.
You underestimate me.
Yes I admit you know me, but you don’t know ALL of me.
The phone calls, the whispering I hear the harsh words you say;
They cut me, from my head, to my veins, to my heart, to my soul.
This is a new day, tears fall down my face.
My soul is being haunted by an older figure like you.
You are the evil that has entered my soul.
You are the only reason why I have no voice; you locked it up, and threw the key away.
I know you don’t like this part but:
I found the key; I’m slowly turning the lock
I will find the me I usto be.
And you shall be afraid, and you shall cry.
Like you did to me.
I will no longer let you bruise me.
Because Oh yes I do love you;
Just enough to prove that love BITES back.

Written by Keela