here is a poem i wrote, its kinda long. i wrote it when i was going through a tough time. i still am at the moment.

I’m the girl you think you know,
The one who used to have a smile on her face always so.
I try to be happy but I just can’t.

I cry myself to sleep most nights,
Feeling so far away, just like kites.
You can call me rude,
You can call me ignorant,
But you don’t really know what’s going on.

Just when you take a look into my eyes,
You see a lot of problems, big in size.
I’ve had a distressful life,
And I know I have to put down the knife.
I’m trying the best I can,
But there’s no surrender flag I can fan.

I wish I could be happy, I really and truly do,
I am looking for someone to confide, but who?
I am cutting again, and losing friends because of it,
And inside I want to scream, shout, and throw a fit!

I’m crying out for help,
Someone, please help me!
But the more I cry out,
The more no one believes me.
I’m dying on the inside, and crying on the outside,
Please, I just need someone to confide!

Maybe an angel will save me, or maybe she won’t.
But whatever happens, I sure hope someone cares, because I sure don’t.
I just want my life the way it was before,
Because now it’s just a bore.
My heart can’t handle this anymore,
Its breaking into 2, maybe even 4.

I feel oh so lonely all of the time,
And I’m so quiet I could be a mime.
I cry at night, then wake up for school,
The next day acting like it’s all cool.

Written by Lily