originally this song was written reflecting the depression I had suffered and stuff like that. Now it takes on a whole new meaning.

I don’t know how to deal with some things…so I hurt myself…and one day it may escalade to suicide and it scares me to think of that…so it reflects my outlook on what might happen in the future

I see the way you look at me
don’t think I don’t take offence
I hear the hurtful things you say
always got me on my best defence

there are some days when I don’t know why
I don’t see how I put up with this from time to time
I don’t know how I could do this over and over and over again this time

I’m silently crying
silently wanting this to stop
I’m silently screaming
SCREAMING OUT YOUR NAME!

I feel like shit all day long
you crush my dreams you destroy my hopes
isolated when you wont talk
I scream and I cry
cause you’re oh so condescending

there are some days when I don’t know why
I don’t see how I put up with this from time to time
I don’t know how I could do this over and over and over again this time

I’m silently crying
silently wanting this to stop
I’m silently screaming
SCREAMING OUT YOUR NAME!
SCREAMING OUT MY SHAME!!

This is all gonna blow up
it’s coming to the end
I know this hurts but it’s done with
you’ve killed me for this one last time

there are some days when I don’t know why
I don’t see how I put up with this from time to time
I don’t know how I could do this over and over and over again this time

I’m silently crying
silently wanting this to stop
I’m silently screaming
SCREAMING OUT YOUR NAME!
SCREAMING OUT MY SHAME!!

I’m silently crying
silently wanting this to stop
I’m silently screaming
SCREAMING OUT YOUR NAME!
SCREAMING OUT MY SHAME!!

It’s over now
It’s over now
It’s over now
It’s over now