scream at me or yell for me. shed some tears and pretend they’re because of me. show some emotion besides annoyance.

when i tell you i love you, tell me to leave. when i say i’m sorry, say you don’t care. tell me how to kill myself a million ways. give me the tools.

hug me while i’m shaking. kiss me on my forehead. hold my hand. tell me you love me. tell me you’re sorry. look at me like you need me.

look at me like you hate me. show me how ugly i am. make me feel worthless. give me some bruises. break my heart.

tell me the truth.