Self Sabotage. At the risk of hurting others. Creative withdrawal. At the risk of being expanded.

Mind control.

At the risk of being feeble minded. Confusing, as a state of comfort.

In a state of mind where past and future seem to be an open doorway. Present location seems a bit deranged.

Twisted attitudes towards a straight path. An endless path. Perception- Perspective.

Withdrawal from you. withdrawal from me.

Where am I then? Whom am I then?

Is it me talking in my head or someone else. Realism? Because this is just a bit unrealistic.

Paranoia?

I don’t believe in ghosts. I do believe in visitors. Who watches me? Staring into a mirror my entire life.

As I stare into your eyes, your abyss.

Trying to impress everyone by impressing myself. Still I feel my eyes wander. Judgment on a regular basis on a bookcase of facts. Unknowledgeable receivings. Just wondering thoughts and deceiving gestures.

Its only part of the process.

Life imitates Nintendo.

Kayla, 18
Ontario, Canada