What if you change
the way your life began
the way it would end
Change your past and future?
What if you could change
An action?
What if I had never
Known the sweet pleasure of a razor
the bliss feelings of pain?
What if I had never taken the bottle
And swallowed the pills
Never known the graceful floating
To a different and better world
All taken back by the shock
Of a machine, the sting of a needle
Never known the fear of love
the heart break when people leave
Maybe I wouldn't be me?
If the eternal abyss had
never taken hold and banished
my feelings?
If this never happened
Who would I be?

- by Kourtneei, age 16