I Have had my horrible and disturbing thoughts sice i was about 6 years old, but My newest thought is this. Right now, my thoughts are about how people see me. I always ask myself, Do they like me? Does anybody like me? Am i not popular? My school self is very outgoing and im always trying to have fun and make the best of things, but i just dont think its me anymore, i feel like im putting on a show so noone sees my insecurities, i thought many people liked my personality like this, but i started HIGHLY doubting my self. The thing that bothers me the most right now is facebook. I do not get bullied what so ever, but i take silly things personally. Say if people did not like my status i put out, i feel that i am therefore liked my noone, people think im annoying, i am a horrible person ext. im sick of hating myself.
Submitted by: bball_luver12, highschool student
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