I'm so tired of trying to fit it! It's like everywhere I go or everything I do, I HAVE to fit in or I'll get laughed at for being different. Don't tell me that being different is okay, It's not. IT'S NOT OKAY! When you're different you get treated different like you're some type of rare species from another planet. You try to engage in what everyone else is doing but you fail and it just draws more attention to you. Then you start caring about what people think because since you're different you have to know what these people think of you, like they're the judges of your life. Society decides who you are. You spend all your time trying to impress people who don't give a stuff about you and treats you like a peasant. They think they're too good for you and they laugh at everything you do because you're pitiful, You're just pathetic. Nothing you do can be perfect like theirs. Nothing you do will impress these people. Nothing you do will make you accepted. They'll shun you all your life unless you come across something they want/need, then they use you. After they've ringed out the last of what they needed from you they loss you to the curb like yesterdays news. You keep coming back thinking it's all good in the hood but its not, it's really not. They just wanted you for that time period and now that it's done they want absolutely NOTHING to do with you. See those are the people I dislike so much because since I'm not used to people I would be that gullible person who falls for these people. I'm that girl who wants to befriend everyone and wants everyone to like her. I don't want any trouble, I don't really deal well with drama. I'm a crier so majority of my emotions involve crying. I'm writing this for myself, knowing that no one will actually read this because I'm "Irrelevant" or "Trying to get attention." When the truth is I just wanted to type out what was going through my head. If you took the time to read this I love you, I say I love you to almost everyone because it's true, I do love you. I consider you all my friends until you prove to me otherwise.
by Mia, 16