I am scared of whats inside me
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It started when I was really young, about 4 years old. My parents thought that it was my imagination running wild on me. Years passed and I still had the same problem. I would see things, not normal things but they weren't real. You can't touch them, you cant hear them, no one can even see them. They were there only for me. I seem to have extreme anxiety and I sometimes break down into panic attacks. Although I have not been diagnosed with anything and one of my parents doesn't believe that these things are happening to me, they are. I am scared because I know no one else can see what's going on, my friends, family, no one can. Knowing this leaves me alone and scared...I am trapped by a fear of myself.
- by Michelle, age 14
Note from mindyourmind:
We encourage you to speak to your family doctor about this. It is important to get diagnosed by a doctor, so you can receive appropriate treatment if necessary. See the Help section for more ways to get help.
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