you ever feel like you dont know what you did to deserve this? ive been in the system my whole life. my so called “social worker” cant remember my birthday yet she has been there since i was a new born. she always looked at me with unkind eyes. im most scared than ever. in eight days im moving out. i didn’t move around to much as a kid. im currently living in a grouphome. i promised my foster mom id do my best, i failed everyone. my relationships never seem to have a bright side for long. My social worker made me go on a depo shot. i weigh twice maybe more than i did before. i want to wish i was pregnant. to tell people im not fat.everyday i fight myself with everything i do. i try my best but everyone seems to call me down. its not easy. Sometimes i wish that i was never born as my mother says i was unexpected, she never wanted me. i have no family and rarely friends. i keep to myself and that is how i survive. i survive to prove myself. but no one knows. no one will ever
Kuttiibear Timber 213, age 18