I finally realized something. Today, when I was sitting alone. The sun hidden behind a whole mess of clouds. With the rain pouring down, I realized how little you meant to me.
I thought you meant so much, but I was wrong. You were nothing to me. Nothing worth remembering. And I realized how little I meant to you. how I’d told myself that many times, but you’d always convince me otherwise.
Lying is something you have perfected. But now I’m getting better at figuring you out. I don’t want to play games anymore. I don’t want to be on this roller coaster with you. especially with you. I already have my own to think about. I don’t need this one too.
So get out of my life. Take the memories and the heartache and get out. I never want to see you, hear you, talk to you or think about you again, because all you bring me is pain. I used to think what we had was love, but then I realized you faked that too. Just like every other emotion you pretended you had. The only real thing you said to me was when you screamed at me, and I hope you regret every single word of it.
Wave goodbye to me, and I hope you think about me forever. As the girl you messed up being with. As the only girl you loved. Not as the girl you tricked. I’m not going to take it anymore.
I knew you’d hurt me. As soon as I looked into your brown eyes. Those eyes so capable of lying. I knew you’d hurt me. but you convinced me I was wrong. You promised you wouldn’t, but that was another one of your famous lies. I should have known. I guess I’m the fool for caring about you. I guess I’m the fool for falling so hard.
But I’m not under your spell anymore and I can see where I screwed up. So I hope you think about me always, as I completely erase you from my mind.