i hate how you leave me alone.
i hate how it’s only you who can decide what’s best.
i hate how i feel stuck, with no opinion or voice.
then you said.. be strong. do what you think is best for you. you can’t feel that way. you shouldn’t feel that way.
but i have long forgotten what is best for me.
i only see you.
now i’m strong and now i know what’s best for me.
and when i want to work things out, want to make it better, for both you and i,
you said no. be strong without me.
but i only see you.
By tamara, 18