Hey guys I wanna tell you about what I was going through. I used to be depressed and felt that I was not needed and felt that I was ready to leave this earth so I would always self harm myself because I was so depressed and I used to do it over and over and over until my cousin got a call from a mum and the mum said your cousin Heavenli is cutting her fingers so they bleed can you talk to her about it, I didn’t know this though so my cousin she came over to pick me up just me and her she talked to me about it and she asked why I was doing this, I said because Paul is not here anymore and he was the closest person to me she told me when she was my age she did the same thing, and I realized that everyone would ask me to talk to them about this because they were worried and they ACTUALLY cared for ME. So I stopped self-harming and now I just be myself and yes I get upset now and then but I know people would miss me because, people told me they would. So if you feel this way please don’t do anything because it won’t fix anything. For me, I have schizophrenia (look it up). So it was much harder for me. So please call Kids Help Phone if this is you. BEFORE it gets WORSE. Thanks for reading this.
GET HELP DON’T WAIT LIKE I DID!
Heavenli, age 12