mood disorder

Bipolar Serenity

A while ago, I submitted a story about myself under a fake name and it didn't get submitted. It was the best story about myself I'd ever written and it couldn't be posted because mindyourmind knew better.

Initially I was devastated. But now I am experiencing my prophecy playing itself out before my very eyes. 
I remember someone telling me that if there wasn't a reason for bipolar disorder then natural selection would have ruled it out. I believed them, but, not entirely. 

You never left me

Parents
Separated
Children
Sent, away
Others
Stray
Out of sight
To fight

A living
Misery
Seemingly
Very, very
Wrong
Everything gone!

Life
Isn’t
Right
Past
Insight

A loner
Bi Polar
Without
Medication
To boarder
Needs
Sedation
Any
Mind
Filling
Stimulation
Annulling
His
Sensations
Could
Cause
Dramatic
Fanatic
Inflation

From Me to You

I struggle with depression, anxiety / panic attacks, hallucinations, epilepsy, and social anxiety. Going through these problems at a young age was hard. I would feel like there was no hope, and I should just give up. But I finally thought, 'would I tell someone that? That they should give up?' Then I got help and found something that helped me - music. Music saved my life more than once, and it helped me see that life is not cut and dry, and it is worth living. Find something to save you, and think what you would say to someone.

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